Genre: Smut, Romance,
Pairing: Kyumin, Yewook, Eunhae
Chapter 29: The Scars that just don't Heal.
His voice cracked, and his anger was evident as soon as he spoke my name. I was right, he was angry.
Eventhough I'm in pain I need to do this. I know this would happen but I think I expected too much. I've been a fool.
Who the hell would accept someone who leave them without saying goodbye.
"What are you doing here?!" he asked once again. I managed a small smile even though I know I can't keep it up.
"I know I'm not supposed to say this but - "
"You have the nerve to come back here? What are you going to ask for forgiveness now? Do you expect to come back and I'll welcome you like a fool?!"
I closed my eyes, not that I can see his expression but I think, If I didn't I'll be frightened. I had to hear this, every last bit of his hatred towards me, I have stand here till the very end.
"Can you believe him?!" he asked the others inside that room. "How the hell did you get Victoria involve in this ploy of yours?"
"Kyuhyun!" Hyukjae's voice spat at Kyuhyun.
"What?! he left us without saying anything, do you even know how pitiful it is to wait for you everyday, knowing you will never return, I'm through with waiting and now you came here to destroy everything, you're sick!"
"Kyuhyun~" I said and I can feel my lips shaking. "Please let me-"
"Explain?! What nonesense are you talking about? You had that privelege 7 years ago, and you missed it."
"Kyuhyun that's enough!" Donghae pleaded but I held him and shook my head.
I walk a little bit closer to his voice. "I just want to see you." I said with all honesty and I myself flinched at that statement.
"You, left me, why did you do this to me? Don't you know how much time I spent looking for you, I even stopped my schooling because i wanted to find you, you're the one who gave up on us..." he said and I can hear all too well the cloudiness on his tone. He's about to cry. I don't want him to waste any more tears for me. I have given him enough pain.
"I needed to leave~" i said my voice cracking.
"And I needed you beside me...but that's in the past now... go back to where you came from, I really don't need you here." he replied and I heard footsteps moving away from me.
Kyuhyun already left, I didn't have the guts to stop him. If I was in his shoes, i'll probably be angry too, but he's stupid also... he didn't realize that Sungmin is actually blind. If he knew, he would know, and his heart would break at the sight of Sungmin now.
"Kyuhyun?" Sungmin called after him. "Kyu~ don't go... one moment please..." He was begging walking without support forward, he bumped on the side table then fell. I panicked and I ran down the stairs. Sungmin fell on the floor and all of us were frozen. "Aaahh!" Sungmin shouted slamming his fist on the cold floor. "Why can't I see him?! Why me?! Why did you make me blind!" he shouted punching the floor over and over again. Donghae held him. "Sungmin-ah, he's gone now, stop this..." Donghae was crying and Sungmin was breaking in front of our eyes. If only Kyuhyun would see, that he isn't the only one who suffered.
I didn't know how long I was walking, i just realized it until my feet already gave in. I'm already tired. I was blabbering how angry I am at him but I was also angry at myself, why? because I felt my heart beat for him again, the longing for him would take over and I would definitely take him back if I didn't voice out my pain. I can't bear another heart ache. I don't even want him to explain because I might believe him. I'm afraid.... that i could love him despite everything he did to me.
"Miss I'm sorry, Mr. Cho doesn't accept visitors from now."
"I don't care." Victoria stormed inside the office of Kyuhyun who looked more wasted than ever.
"Why are you here?" Kyuhyun asked.
"How dare you!" Victoria shouted at Kyuhyun who's still surprised at what she did.
"What's your problem?" Kyuhyun asked. Victoria sighed in anger. "You didn't even noticed it did you? You stupid spoiled brat?!" she shouted at Kyuhyun
"if you're talking about your so-called present then, I'm done with it. I don't want to hear anything he has to say."
"And that makes you more manlier I guess, but still you're so stupid!" she replied.
"Why would hating the person who left you stupid? Come to think of it why did you help him?" Kyuhyun asked sternly at Victoria.
"hating the person who left you is only natural, but since he was explaining you should've listen first, hell you could also see it you're just too full of your ego that you didn't notice..." she said looking at Kyuhyun angrily. "You've been in love with him ever since, even though the time you spent together is just a matter of a year, I'm sure you knew every detail of his face. you didn't notice right? His eyes..."
Kyuhyun frowned at her. "Why would I remember every detail of his face - " Kyuhyun stopped.
His blonde hair was still as it used to be, blinding, his pale face was still beautiful, his plump lips with a light shade of pink was still inviting him. His pale blue eyes...
No. Sungmin has an iris brown eyes.
"And i bet you noticed it now..." Victoria sighed. "I promised Min, I won't tell you but someone as stupid as you, I bet you won't figure it out..."
"Sungmin had a complication after the accident, his optic nerve has been severely damage since then..."
Kyuhyun looked up at Victoria. "What do you mean?"
Her expression softened. "Sungmin, lost his vision ever since the day he left you. He's been blind for seven years."
to be continued
-A/N: Poor me, still can't post oh well, thank you very much for reading this fic. I am regretful -slash-happy to tell you that this will be the second to the last Chapter.
-I have an upcoming NEW chaptered fic and that will be the last one for this year. I'm trying to finish Can I Love Again. within this year because starting January I'll be busier to attend to all of my fics . I'll be studying soon, again and this time I don't know if I can pay more attention to my fics, of course I don't want my fics to be half-assed so I won't do anything that I won't be able to finish right?
-So I hope you still enjoy my fics after all this. Love you guys, my precious readers :))
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